this is the only place where I don't have to lie about everything about me.
I don't even have a personality anymore, I just conform to what each
person wants me to be like. I lie about my politics, my opinions, everything,
because im too spineless to offend some people. I'm so sick of people telling
me what a good person I am, when they have no idea about all the fucked up
stuff going on in my head.